Tuesday, February 14, 2006
V-day!
i wasnt able to feel his movements since morning...and till end of the day, my mind was full of bad "things" flashing ard it! i got nervous, and trying hard to push back all the bad things i've hear or read...i only told jas & dor...dor's advise was give baby a lift up from the bottom and see if he moves...and jas's advise was, give gynae a call...i did both things..baby still not moving..and i call alex...
i told alex that i cant feel our baby movement the whole day! (since morning i woke up till i goin to knock off...)
i think he got panicked too...he ask me wat to do next..i think he wouldnt want to take another risk le...after our history...that was happen in last Vesak Day! Neither are we taking any risk!!!
i ask him to give our gynae a call...that was ard 5.30pm where i kn that dr koh's clinic has closed le...
after 10mins, alex finally get back to me...he told me that doc koh was having an op at TMC...so the nurse told him that she will leave a note for doc koh to get back to us...
we waited patiently all the way home from my office...
on the way back, i keep talking to the baby...hoping that he will make a little movement for me to feel him!...but he too sturborn, he jus dun wan to co-operate with me at all...
alex was in thoughts on the journey home...he didnt utter much...he jus shot me a qtn, did u bleed today? my ans was no.
we were actualli having dinner with a group of frens...both of us ji tao no mood! we cant think at all...alex ask me, u still wan to eat? i shake my head in tears...no mood!!
finally reach tmc, i was still praying and praying very hard! he finally give me a gentle push from inner...i think a little smile works up all the way...i told alex, i feel him le..but to make sure everything is fine...we insist to hv a scan on him, to see wat is he doing inside...
ya after scanning...everything is fine...but a bad news was that our frens there...too cramp...no more space for us...and we decided to settle our dinner at whampoa market...yeah!
total expenses for the outpatient fee was $167 + $3 (parking) = $170...
*that goes our dinner...
jess at 4:46 PM
